what if i just stop trying to sound so smart all the time

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what if i just stop trying to sound so smart all the time

what if you just

stop trying to sound so smart all the time

what if you let down your guard

let it melt away

ahh

and by you I mean me

of course

what if I just send this out

unplanned

crazy

shattering the idea I have about the idea you have about me

what then?

what if people think I’m crazy

what if people love it

what if people don’t care

what if it’s not really about that

what if it’s about the writing the process the here and the now and the how and the wow

the Wow

the wow of the now

(sounds like a slogan for a mindfulness practice)

huh

words can be so powerful

not because they’re words but because they carry ideas

feelings

when you say a word, I feel something

in an instant, my entire body remembers

recognizes

and yet, so often we believe words are just about the intellectual aspect

something “just in your head”

when in reality, words are vibrations

words are music

carrying energy from one person to the next

carrying love hate fear anger frustration melancholy despair joy happiness

carrying your soul

what if your soul is your vibration?

what if your soul is the music you make?

what if your soul is the life flowing through you?

here I go again, trying to sound smart

that seems like a good wrap for today

see you next week I guess

(this is not poetry)